Friday, October 29, 2010

RANTING OF THE DAY

How was work you ask? Well I'm going to say it was good because if I say it was bad, you're going to want an hour lecture and I don't want to give that. So it was good. Yes the first part of my shift was awesome, but then my mood completely changed into me wanting to murder every single one of my customers just for coming through my line, and my fellow employees asking me if I'm alright. I'll be fine if you just leave me alone.

The second part of my shift came out with me being left on the register. I hate the register. That's all I'm going to say about that issue. OH and during break, Guess who shows up again in the lounge?! The new guy from a certain department who really annoys me. Just looking at him annoys me. Stop smiling at me. I don't like you. Don't say hi to me either. I can see right through that smile, so you're not fooling me. Ugh... thereafter my second shift started.

Oh yes and before work, I was woken up again by my brother's usual rantings about life and how misleading it is. I was able to fall asleep again, but then I was woken by my brother once more with his million times a day wind-blowing through my door. I gave up and stayed awake for a while and I feel asleep again. This time I was woken only by me. For once. Thank you, Lord. But then as I'm getting ready, you know, I'm standing right by the door and my brother does his wind-blowing scheme again and it scared me and I screamed and punched the door as a reaction to kill him if the door wasn't in the way. THEN he stopped when he realized he had frightened me. So before I left the house, you know what I did to get back at him? I took all the PS3 games with me. I'm sure he went crazy the whole day looking for them. So now for every time he bothers me, I'm going to do something evil and sisterly behind his back.. But only because I love him. LOL. No seriously, I do love my brother, but he's an ass some times.

I think we both knew what we did and kind of blew it off by doing our usual texting each other before I get home thing, "Do you want anything to eat?" So yeah... I got him a Cuban sandwich and he got me pringles and a pepsi. Barbecue. YUM. =D

And that's how my night ended. And by the way, I'm going to be what I do on a daily basis, for Halloween. A Cashier. BUT! A zombie cashier. I was killed by one of my customers because I didn't give her the free item that she wanted. So I'm coming back as a zombie cashier and the first person that's going down is her.

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Friday, October 8, 2010

Hazy

10/8/10
Awaken and lost, here-
Sitting and thinking of
all and everything..
I'm not alive today
and I don't care.
So confused and terrified
of tomorrow-
Help me find my body-
Today won't come,
and I don't understand this..
Everything seems so hazy,
my head so hazy-
Your numbness
helps me unwind.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Rough Draft

10/6/10
No sleep, I can't sleep
I need you to need me
Your warmth
and the nothingness
that flows through me-
No remembrance of yesterday
I lay quietly on my bed
and gaze into my thoughts,
scream at me as I watch you
drown yourself into my eyes
Sleep, sleep here with me-
I need you to need me
Wake up beside you
and I feel solid