SLEEP SOUNDS
11/26/10
I wake in the
early light of morning,
sleep sounds in my brain
and in your head
I'm dead to the world.
Dream for me-
it's all I can be.
All your tears
and all your fears,
how they drown away
into my fantasy.
I can live without you,
all your spells
I'm seduced by you...
It's all I can be.
Friday, November 26, 2010
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
HALLOWEEN RANT
"You didn't dress up today?"
"Does it look like I dressed up today?!" Note: I was wearing my work uniform, and you're asking me if I dressed up? Come on. Don't be an idiot.
Another person... "Why didn't you dress up?"
"I didn't feel like it. That's why."
What's the big deal with Halloween anyways? I think our ancestors would be disgusted with how the way we treat this holiday today. It's not just candy anymore, it's going out and partying, getting drunk, and so on and bullshit. Last year, you know how many trick or treaters knocked on my door? ZERO. This year? NOBODY BOTHERED. Five years before now I couldn't stand the constant knocking on our door of trick or treaters, but now? I miss it. Fucking celebrities went trick or treating! Come on. Not everything has to be a party and finding an excuse to get wasted, "Oh but it's a holiday!"
EXACTLY! It's a holiday. Treat it with respect. What's wrong with you stupid humans?
"Does it look like I dressed up today?!" Note: I was wearing my work uniform, and you're asking me if I dressed up? Come on. Don't be an idiot.
Another person... "Why didn't you dress up?"
"I didn't feel like it. That's why."
What's the big deal with Halloween anyways? I think our ancestors would be disgusted with how the way we treat this holiday today. It's not just candy anymore, it's going out and partying, getting drunk, and so on and bullshit. Last year, you know how many trick or treaters knocked on my door? ZERO. This year? NOBODY BOTHERED. Five years before now I couldn't stand the constant knocking on our door of trick or treaters, but now? I miss it. Fucking celebrities went trick or treating! Come on. Not everything has to be a party and finding an excuse to get wasted, "Oh but it's a holiday!"
EXACTLY! It's a holiday. Treat it with respect. What's wrong with you stupid humans?
Friday, October 29, 2010
RANTING OF THE DAY
How was work you ask? Well I'm going to say it was good because if I say it was bad, you're going to want an hour lecture and I don't want to give that. So it was good. Yes the first part of my shift was awesome, but then my mood completely changed into me wanting to murder every single one of my customers just for coming through my line, and my fellow employees asking me if I'm alright. I'll be fine if you just leave me alone.
The second part of my shift came out with me being left on the register. I hate the register. That's all I'm going to say about that issue. OH and during break, Guess who shows up again in the lounge?! The new guy from a certain department who really annoys me. Just looking at him annoys me. Stop smiling at me. I don't like you. Don't say hi to me either. I can see right through that smile, so you're not fooling me. Ugh... thereafter my second shift started.
Oh yes and before work, I was woken up again by my brother's usual rantings about life and how misleading it is. I was able to fall asleep again, but then I was woken by my brother once more with his million times a day wind-blowing through my door. I gave up and stayed awake for a while and I feel asleep again. This time I was woken only by me. For once. Thank you, Lord. But then as I'm getting ready, you know, I'm standing right by the door and my brother does his wind-blowing scheme again and it scared me and I screamed and punched the door as a reaction to kill him if the door wasn't in the way. THEN he stopped when he realized he had frightened me. So before I left the house, you know what I did to get back at him? I took all the PS3 games with me. I'm sure he went crazy the whole day looking for them. So now for every time he bothers me, I'm going to do something evil and sisterly behind his back.. But only because I love him. LOL. No seriously, I do love my brother, but he's an ass some times.
I think we both knew what we did and kind of blew it off by doing our usual texting each other before I get home thing, "Do you want anything to eat?" So yeah... I got him a Cuban sandwich and he got me pringles and a pepsi. Barbecue. YUM. =D
And that's how my night ended. And by the way, I'm going to be what I do on a daily basis, for Halloween. A Cashier. BUT! A zombie cashier. I was killed by one of my customers because I didn't give her the free item that she wanted. So I'm coming back as a zombie cashier and the first person that's going down is her.
The second part of my shift came out with me being left on the register. I hate the register. That's all I'm going to say about that issue. OH and during break, Guess who shows up again in the lounge?! The new guy from a certain department who really annoys me. Just looking at him annoys me. Stop smiling at me. I don't like you. Don't say hi to me either. I can see right through that smile, so you're not fooling me. Ugh... thereafter my second shift started.
Oh yes and before work, I was woken up again by my brother's usual rantings about life and how misleading it is. I was able to fall asleep again, but then I was woken by my brother once more with his million times a day wind-blowing through my door. I gave up and stayed awake for a while and I feel asleep again. This time I was woken only by me. For once. Thank you, Lord. But then as I'm getting ready, you know, I'm standing right by the door and my brother does his wind-blowing scheme again and it scared me and I screamed and punched the door as a reaction to kill him if the door wasn't in the way. THEN he stopped when he realized he had frightened me. So before I left the house, you know what I did to get back at him? I took all the PS3 games with me. I'm sure he went crazy the whole day looking for them. So now for every time he bothers me, I'm going to do something evil and sisterly behind his back.. But only because I love him. LOL. No seriously, I do love my brother, but he's an ass some times.
I think we both knew what we did and kind of blew it off by doing our usual texting each other before I get home thing, "Do you want anything to eat?" So yeah... I got him a Cuban sandwich and he got me pringles and a pepsi. Barbecue. YUM. =D
And that's how my night ended. And by the way, I'm going to be what I do on a daily basis, for Halloween. A Cashier. BUT! A zombie cashier. I was killed by one of my customers because I didn't give her the free item that she wanted. So I'm coming back as a zombie cashier and the first person that's going down is her.
Friday, October 8, 2010
Hazy
10/8/10
Awaken and lost, here-
Sitting and thinking of
all and everything..
I'm not alive today
and I don't care.
So confused and terrified
of tomorrow-
Help me find my body-
Today won't come,
and I don't understand this..
Everything seems so hazy,
my head so hazy-
Your numbness
helps me unwind.
Awaken and lost, here-
Sitting and thinking of
all and everything..
I'm not alive today
and I don't care.
So confused and terrified
of tomorrow-
Help me find my body-
Today won't come,
and I don't understand this..
Everything seems so hazy,
my head so hazy-
Your numbness
helps me unwind.
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Rough Draft
10/6/10
No sleep, I can't sleep
I need you to need me
Your warmth
and the nothingness
that flows through me-
No remembrance of yesterday
I lay quietly on my bed
and gaze into my thoughts,
scream at me as I watch you
drown yourself into my eyes
Sleep, sleep here with me-
I need you to need me
Wake up beside you
and I feel solid
No sleep, I can't sleep
I need you to need me
Your warmth
and the nothingness
that flows through me-
No remembrance of yesterday
I lay quietly on my bed
and gaze into my thoughts,
scream at me as I watch you
drown yourself into my eyes
Sleep, sleep here with me-
I need you to need me
Wake up beside you
and I feel solid
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Confusion
9/30/10
It's all dark
All gone and lost
and all I see is this,
this confusion
Take me away
where everything is right
In the end
we'll just be lost
in my place
Going through the day
you won't happen
I'll just be said
for all that I've done
If I am confusion
it's okay, it's okay
to say that I've done nothing-
all that matters-
There are no flaws
See me, love me
and I'll accept it
It's always won
Can't you see,
if we are still here?
It's all dark
All gone and lost
and all I see is this,
this confusion
Take me away
where everything is right
In the end
we'll just be lost
in my place
Going through the day
you won't happen
I'll just be said
for all that I've done
If I am confusion
it's okay, it's okay
to say that I've done nothing-
all that matters-
There are no flaws
See me, love me
and I'll accept it
It's always won
Can't you see,
if we are still here?
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Poetry!!
9/28/10
Breathing, breathing
Heated visions of memories
passing by, day by day
I go as it goes
and you tell me it's not okay
It's okay when I'm crying,
when I'm dying
I'm a falling leaf
from a dead tree
But I'm breathing, breathing
these tears and fears
I just explode into
a million pieces
and you tell me it's okay
It's not okay when I'm alive
When I'm walking,
when I'm singing
Stare at me
and stare into me
I know you
Breathing, breathing
Heated visions of memories
passing by, day by day
I go as it goes
and you tell me it's not okay
It's okay when I'm crying,
when I'm dying
I'm a falling leaf
from a dead tree
But I'm breathing, breathing
these tears and fears
I just explode into
a million pieces
and you tell me it's okay
It's not okay when I'm alive
When I'm walking,
when I'm singing
Stare at me
and stare into me
I know you
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Friday, April 9, 2010
Today's Adventure at WORK
"Ma'am, are you done? Hello! Ur done?" Well do you see anything on the mother fucking conveyer belt or the counter? No, right?! So yes, obviously, it means I'm fucking finished. I'm just waiting for you to stop asking me stupid obvious questions so we can both get your order done.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Ahhhh!
It's 5 AM and I'm still not asleep. I have to get up at 830AM to get ready for work. I think I'll head over to the gas station on my way to work and pick up a coke and doritos... Just to satisfy my cravings for the week. Grrr. How annoying that I am extremely sleepy, but when I get into bed I can't sleep! I need someone to knock me out! Maybe that will work. Anyway... to stay up or not to stay up? It's only a six and a half hour shift. I'll be fine if I stay up. Besides I'm way too cranky in the morning after I wake up. So I'll stay up..pick up my doritos and coke, chinese food after work and then sleep. What a day it will be. I can't wait to tell off my first customer! Happy faces for sure everybody. Until next time...
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Monday, March 1, 2010
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Numbers posting...
Apparently when people post in out of order numbers, that's where all the feedback goes to. Anyone ever realize that? A friend of mine did that a few months go, I remember, and he got like 10 replies. I'm going to go to my facebook and try that. If it is true, then WOW... It's like how light draws in a fly. LOL, don't press the red button!!
Facebook Daydreamers!
You're so right. Damn if you see anyone having a daydream moment, PLEASE, do NOT disturb him/her. They might be in the Avatar world or performing at a concert on stage, or driving their dream car... WINNING THE LOTTO and so on... In my case, I was daydreaming up a new song that I was going to write, but someone ruined it. I should write a song called, The Daydreamer's Delight. Anyone agree?
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